Well, don't I feel like a complete idiot! Here I've been going around feeling like I had a little secret. Trying to keep it to myself that I could be pregnant. I thought I was having all the symptoms, so I wake up this morning filled with anticipation about taking the test and what do you know...It was negative. So I must have just been convincing myself that I was having all the symptoms or something because I'm obviously not pregnant. I'm not really mad about it, but I'm pretty disappointed, just like anyone else who doesn't get the result they're hoping for. I'm embarassed that I thought I was pregnant and that everyone knew we were trying...maybe we felt like everything was all "business" and it wasn't just a relaxed effort to get pregnant. I just feel so bummed out! Jason and I have spent the last year discussing whether or not we were ready for another baby and now that we're ready nothing's happening, granted we haven't really been trying except for this last month, but it happened so much faster with Seb...and of course, I'm not a very patient person anyway. Well, we're just gonna keep on trying anyway and hopefully things will work out in the next month or so...I'll keep you posted.
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Well I hope it happens soon for you!! And I still think you could be prego and it's just not showing up on the pee stick yet cuz didn't you take on with Seb and it said negative and then you took another one a week later and then it showed up?? So I would maybe wait another week (or a few days!!) and try to take another test!
hi, I have to first confess that I am lurker, I don't mean to be weird or anything just not good with commenting and such. I just found your site the other day by doing the whole "next blog" thing and I got quite caught up in your story to the point that I was disappointed for you when I read today's post...hope that doesn't sound completely crazy...
Anywho, hope you don't mind me popping by to read your blog. Your son is such a cutie!
I'm sorry. :-) Nick and I tried to get pregnant for about 9 months and nothing happened. Until I moved out! I don't know if it was all the stress, or the "trying" part but it will happen. I'm with ya!
Hey, don't feel embarrassed... when Matt and I were dating there was a point when I thought I might be pregnant, and right before I took a test I was feeling nauseous and stuff, too. I guess sometimes our minds can trick us into feeling things like that. I hope you get a positive one soon!
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