This morning, somewhere around 2:00 a.m. or so, I was laying in bed with my hand on my belly and I could feel Shanon just moving all over...It always makes me wonder, is he trying to get comfortable, or stretching, or maybe dreaming? Everything in the house was still, everyone asleep, except for Shanon moving around in my belly. It made me so excited to have this baby here. I feel like I'm actually ready for Shanon to be here, although that may change once he gets here. I can't wait to see what he's going to look like, will he have eyes like Jason and Seb or like me? I'm sure he's going to be a complete whitey like Seb was, although I'm still holding out a little hope of having a baby with an olive complexion!
In a lot of ways I feel like I'm going to be a first-time mom again. I'm so used to Seb that I'm just constantly in 3rd gear...I don't really know how to downshift for this new addition. My body is definitely feeling ready for him to be born...No I'm not dilated or anything risky like that, it just feels like he's getting prepared in there...He's pushing against my belly button, which always weirds me out! And I was playing around with Seb the other day and went jogging down the hall and I felt this sharp poke in my, well, mommy parts that made me think he was trying to escape! I don't remember having those with Seb, but it has been a while. I think I'm a little more uncomfortable this time around, my hips ache more, but I haven't had nearly the number of Charlie Horses with this little guy, thank GOD for that!
I think we're going to put up the crib this weekend and finally going through all Seb's old things to get organized. I'd also like to add the border to Seb's room. Oh! And I found the cutest crib set for Shanon that'll match the boys' theme perfectly, we'll see if we get that, which brings up a question, why don't they ever sell crib bumpers separately??? I could just piece everything together if it weren't for that!
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1 comments:
You will be amazed at how easily it will all come back to you! You will do great! The "gear adjustment" will take a little work but before you know it- it will be like Shanon was always here!
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