L.O.V.E.

The other day I was looking at a profile of a girl I used to know and what I read made me feel sorry for her...And very grateful for what I have. Even though she is married, she just seems so unhappy and out of love. After I read her blog I got to thinking about how lucky I am, how much love I have, and all the wonderful things going on in my life! She had just finished watching a sappy love story (the kind that make you cry) and she realized something was missing from her life, I guess. She started talking about what she wanted out of her life, the love she just seemed to yearn for and it made me realize that what I've always thought just made me vulnerable was actually something that some people long for. Now I understand that what Jason and I have is so special it's almost indescribable. All those things she's looking for, I've actually been fortunately enough to find...The romance, the aching for someone, the "so sick in love it hurts" feeling, having someone want you so bad they can't stand it. I like actually needing Jason and missing him when we're only apart a few hours or a few days. I love when he tells me that whether he was been stuck in traffic, or heading to a job, or just in a hurry to get home, that he's been thinking about me...Missing me! Knowing that little by little we're planning our future, raising our little family. Knowing that at only 19 years old I was fortunate enough to find the one man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with! I feel so blessed! I now know just how unique our relationship is!